dimanapun, kapanpun
engkau akan selalu ada
cintaku padamu
bukan seperti bunga yang akan layu
kemudian berguguran
tapi cintaku kepadamu
ibarat udara yang akan selalu ada disekitarmu
memberimu keteduhan
disepanjang hari-harimu
aku akan selalu ada
saat kamu merasa aku tiada
karena aku hembusan nafas
yang kan selalu ada
dalam setiap desah nafas yang mengalun
Senin, 09 Juli 2012
i love you
ku rangkai kata sederhana
tuk ungkapkan seluruh rasa
yang ada dibenakku
kepadamu ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
kasih ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
setulus hati ku ingin selalu
berjumpa denganmu, walau cuma sekejap
andai mungkin ingin ku peluk dirimu
tuk obati kegelisahan ini
jika mungkin
ingin kucium keningmu
tuk teduhkan rasa rindu ini
dan jika mungkin
ingin kucium bibirmu
sebagai pengganti ungkapan kata
" aku cinta padamu "
tuk ungkapkan seluruh rasa
yang ada dibenakku
kepadamu ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
kasih ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
setulus hati ku ingin selalu
berjumpa denganmu, walau cuma sekejap
andai mungkin ingin ku peluk dirimu
tuk obati kegelisahan ini
jika mungkin
ingin kucium keningmu
tuk teduhkan rasa rindu ini
dan jika mungkin
ingin kucium bibirmu
sebagai pengganti ungkapan kata
" aku cinta padamu "
nyata untuk kumiliki
ku miliki kamu dalam hatiku
kusayangi kamu dalam hidupku
hingga hari itu tibadisini, di dalam hatiku
kau begitu berharga
dipikiranku, di dalam akalku
kau selalu ada
aku tau itu dirimu
yang nyata dan ada untukku
dalam ruang rindu
kau selalu ada temaniku
yang hadir dan menghadirkan cinta itu
kau yang slalu istimewa untukku
dalam setiap tidurku
tak pernah kulupakan kau didalam mimpiku
dalam setiap doaku
tak pernah terlewatkan kusebut namamu
pujilah kamu yang begitu berharga
untuk ku miliki seutuhnya
Senin, 04 Juni 2012
Lirik Lagu Akon feat. Ludacris - Drop Down Lyrics
[Akon]
I heard ya'll n-ggas on that fly sh-t
Yeah that trap or die sh-t
thrown on the block don't let it get too hot
And moving that "get you high sh-t"
Me I'm in that cockpit
On my suit and tie sh-t
Tryna cash it and ready or not tryna get up in them pockets
Fully packed up and holy
Best believe that it's loaded
Telling you now brother
Try that sh-t and your casket will be closed ay
a hundred stacks and we throw it
Ain't none of it stolen
And if you think you gon' take from us
Well we'll point at ya and blow it so..
[Hook]
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
[Chorus]
Don't bother nobody
Unless they bring a fight to my party
Well then hey
That means they're asking for it
They're asking for it
Like I'm asking her to break it on down (look out, look out)
Break it on down (look out, look out)
Break it on down (look out, look out)
Break it on down (look out, look out)
[Ludacris]
Ha look out guess who it is
That n-gga from Atlanta
Where the best do it is
So get your money together and bet who it is
Cause when it comes to spitting lyrics I'm the best in the business
Go by the name of Luda
The industry intruder
Collipark Park G.A.
Where the hustlas stay and the criminals rob us, shoot us
On the corner with the keys in hand
We'll leave you where you stand
We'll lift you off your feet and make you fly like Peter Pan
Don't make no sudden moves
Or I'll squeeze my southern tools
While I'm with my southern b-tch
26 inches no southern shoes
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I ride out slide out
Groupies cry they eyes out
Cause I'm making the kind of paper that dope boys get when they bring them pies out
Wasn't born with a silver spoon
So recognise when you hear that tune
You better drop down low when you hear that
When you hear that
Hear that boom
[Hook]
[Chorus]
[Akon - Verse 3]
I know that you like it
Your body's what I'm enticed with
Move around like you work it girl
But that ain't you in the slightest
Love the way that she hide it
Says she want me inside it
Baby girl got the Superwoman
And I'm a kryptonite it
She feeling so weak
Made her drop to her knees
Got a taste of this ?
taller than all of your trees
She'll pin me down to my seat
and rolling hips to the beat
I had to come and take full control
And show her how it's gon' be
And told her
[Hook]
[Chorus]
I heard ya'll n-ggas on that fly sh-t
Yeah that trap or die sh-t
thrown on the block don't let it get too hot
And moving that "get you high sh-t"
Me I'm in that cockpit
On my suit and tie sh-t
Tryna cash it and ready or not tryna get up in them pockets
Fully packed up and holy
Best believe that it's loaded
Telling you now brother
Try that sh-t and your casket will be closed ay
a hundred stacks and we throw it
Ain't none of it stolen
And if you think you gon' take from us
Well we'll point at ya and blow it so..
[Hook]
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
Look out and drop down low now
[Chorus]
Don't bother nobody
Unless they bring a fight to my party
Well then hey
That means they're asking for it
They're asking for it
Like I'm asking her to break it on down (look out, look out)
Break it on down (look out, look out)
Break it on down (look out, look out)
Break it on down (look out, look out)
[Ludacris]
Ha look out guess who it is
That n-gga from Atlanta
Where the best do it is
So get your money together and bet who it is
Cause when it comes to spitting lyrics I'm the best in the business
Go by the name of Luda
The industry intruder
Collipark Park G.A.
Where the hustlas stay and the criminals rob us, shoot us
On the corner with the keys in hand
We'll leave you where you stand
We'll lift you off your feet and make you fly like Peter Pan
Don't make no sudden moves
Or I'll squeeze my southern tools
While I'm with my southern b-tch
26 inches no southern shoes
lyricsalls.blogspot.com
I ride out slide out
Groupies cry they eyes out
Cause I'm making the kind of paper that dope boys get when they bring them pies out
Wasn't born with a silver spoon
So recognise when you hear that tune
You better drop down low when you hear that
When you hear that
Hear that boom
[Hook]
[Chorus]
[Akon - Verse 3]
I know that you like it
Your body's what I'm enticed with
Move around like you work it girl
But that ain't you in the slightest
Love the way that she hide it
Says she want me inside it
Baby girl got the Superwoman
And I'm a kryptonite it
She feeling so weak
Made her drop to her knees
Got a taste of this ?
taller than all of your trees
She'll pin me down to my seat
and rolling hips to the beat
I had to come and take full control
And show her how it's gon' be
And told her
[Hook]
[Chorus]
Lirik Lagu Michael Jackson feat. Akon - Hold My Hand Lyrics
Ooo ooo ooo
Akon and MJ, awwuh yeahh
This life don't last forever (hold my hand)
So tell me what you're waiting for (hold my hand)
We're better off being together (hold my hand)
Being miserable alone (hold my hand)
Cuz I've been there before and you've been there before, but together we can be all right (all right)
Cuz when it gets dark and when it gets cold, we hold each other till we see the sun light (so we can just)
Hold my hand (baby I promise that I'll do)
All I can (things will get better if you just)
Hold my hand (nothing will come between us if you just)
(Hold) Hold my, hold my, hold my hand (hold my hand)
The nights are getting darker (hold my hand)
And there's no peace... inside (hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder (hold my hand)
By fighting love, (tonight baby)
Cuz I've been there before and you've been there before, but together we can be all right (yeah)
Cuz when it gets dark and when it gets cold, we hold each other till we see the sun light (so we can just)
Hold my hand (baby I promise that I'll do)
All I can (things will get better if you just)
Hold my hand (nothing will come between us if you just)
(Hold) Hold my, hold my, hold my hand (hold my hand)
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely
Take my hand, don't let go, baby hold me
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Come to me and let me be your one and only
Cuz I'll make it all right till the morning
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely
Take my hand, don't let go, baby hold me
Come to me and let me be your one and only
Cuz I'll make it all right till the morning
Hold my hand (baby I promise that I'll do)
All I can (things will get better if you just)
Hold my hand (nothing can come between us if you just)
(Hold) Hold my, hold my, hold my hand (hold my hand)
Hold my hand (yeah, yeah,)
All I can (yeah, yeah,)
Hold my hand
Hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just (hold)
Hold my (hold)
Hold my, (hold)
Hold my hand (hold)
Hold my hand
Akon and MJ, awwuh yeahh
This life don't last forever (hold my hand)
So tell me what you're waiting for (hold my hand)
We're better off being together (hold my hand)
Being miserable alone (hold my hand)
Cuz I've been there before and you've been there before, but together we can be all right (all right)
Cuz when it gets dark and when it gets cold, we hold each other till we see the sun light (so we can just)
Hold my hand (baby I promise that I'll do)
All I can (things will get better if you just)
Hold my hand (nothing will come between us if you just)
(Hold) Hold my, hold my, hold my hand (hold my hand)
The nights are getting darker (hold my hand)
And there's no peace... inside (hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder (hold my hand)
By fighting love, (tonight baby)
Cuz I've been there before and you've been there before, but together we can be all right (yeah)
Cuz when it gets dark and when it gets cold, we hold each other till we see the sun light (so we can just)
Hold my hand (baby I promise that I'll do)
All I can (things will get better if you just)
Hold my hand (nothing will come between us if you just)
(Hold) Hold my, hold my, hold my hand (hold my hand)
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely
Take my hand, don't let go, baby hold me
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Come to me and let me be your one and only
Cuz I'll make it all right till the morning
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely
Take my hand, don't let go, baby hold me
Come to me and let me be your one and only
Cuz I'll make it all right till the morning
Hold my hand (baby I promise that I'll do)
All I can (things will get better if you just)
Hold my hand (nothing can come between us if you just)
(Hold) Hold my, hold my, hold my hand (hold my hand)
Hold my hand (yeah, yeah,)
All I can (yeah, yeah,)
Hold my hand
Hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just (hold)
Hold my (hold)
Hold my, (hold)
Hold my hand (hold)
Hold my hand
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - Promises Lyrics
You better believe I'm coming
You better believe what I say
You better hold on to your promises
Because you bet, you'll get what you deserve
She's going to leave him over
She's gonna take her love away
So much for your eternal vows, well
It doesn't not matter away
Why can't you stay here awhile
Stay here awhile, stay with me
Chorus:
Oh, all the promises we made
All the meaningless and empty words
I prayed, prayed, prayed
Oh, all the promises we broke
All the meaningless and empty words
Do-do-do Do-do-do Do-do-do
What of all the things that you taught me
What of all the things that you'd say
What of all your prophetic preaching
You're just throwing it all away
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Maybe we should burn the hopuse down
Have ourselves another fight
Leave the cobwebs in the closet
Cos tearing them out is just not right
Why can't you stay here awhile
Stay here awhile, stay with me, oh, oh
Chorus
Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh, oh eh, oh eh (x3)
Do-do-do Do-do-do Do-do-do
You better believe what I say
You better hold on to your promises
Because you bet, you'll get what you deserve
She's going to leave him over
She's gonna take her love away
So much for your eternal vows, well
It doesn't not matter away
Why can't you stay here awhile
Stay here awhile, stay with me
Chorus:
Oh, all the promises we made
All the meaningless and empty words
I prayed, prayed, prayed
Oh, all the promises we broke
All the meaningless and empty words
Do-do-do Do-do-do Do-do-do
What of all the things that you taught me
What of all the things that you'd say
What of all your prophetic preaching
You're just throwing it all away
lyricsalls.blogspot.com
Maybe we should burn the hopuse down
Have ourselves another fight
Leave the cobwebs in the closet
Cos tearing them out is just not right
Why can't you stay here awhile
Stay here awhile, stay with me, oh, oh
Chorus
Oh eh, oh eh, oh eh, oh eh, oh eh (x3)
Do-do-do Do-do-do Do-do-do
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - Ode To My Family Lyrics
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...
Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me,
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree.
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care?
Understand what I've become, it wasn't my desing.
And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am.
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it,
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'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this?
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find.
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me.
Does anyone care?... [X9]
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...
Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me,
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree.
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care?
Understand what I've become, it wasn't my desing.
And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am.
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it,
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'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this?
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find.
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me.
Does anyone care?... [X9]
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - Just My Imagination Lyrics
There was a game we used to play
We would hit the town on Friday night
And stay in bed until Sunday
We used to be so free
We were living for the love we had and
Living not for reality
It was just my imagination [x3]
There was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It's the greatest thing from the man above
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The game I used to play
I've always put my cards upon the table
Let it never be said that I'd be unstable
It was just my imagination [x3]
There is a game I like to play
I like to hit the town on Friday night
And stay in bed until Sunday
We'll always be this free
We will be living for the love we have
Living not for reality
It's not my imagination [x3]
Not my [x18]
We would hit the town on Friday night
And stay in bed until Sunday
We used to be so free
We were living for the love we had and
Living not for reality
It was just my imagination [x3]
There was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It's the greatest thing from the man above
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The game I used to play
I've always put my cards upon the table
Let it never be said that I'd be unstable
It was just my imagination [x3]
There is a game I like to play
I like to hit the town on Friday night
And stay in bed until Sunday
We'll always be this free
We will be living for the love we have
Living not for reality
It's not my imagination [x3]
Not my [x18]
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - I Can't Be With You Lyrics
Lying in my bed again,
And I cry 'cause you're not here.
Crying in my head again,
And I know that it's not clear.
Put your hands, put your hands,
Inside my face and see that it's just you.
But it's bad and it's mad and it's making me sad,
Because I can't be with you.
Be with you. [X 4]
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can't be with you.
Thinking back on how things were,
And on how we loved so well.
lyricsalls.blogspot.com
I wanted to be the mother of your child,
And now it's just farewell.
Put your hands in my hands,
And come with me, we'll find another end.
And my head, and my head on anyone's shoulder,
'Cause I can't be with you.
Be with you. [X 4]
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can't be with you.
'Cause you're not here, you're not here,
Baby, I can't be with you.
'Cause you're not here, you're not here,
Baby, still in love with you.
Still in love with you. [X 6]
And I cry 'cause you're not here.
Crying in my head again,
And I know that it's not clear.
Put your hands, put your hands,
Inside my face and see that it's just you.
But it's bad and it's mad and it's making me sad,
Because I can't be with you.
Be with you. [X 4]
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can't be with you.
Thinking back on how things were,
And on how we loved so well.
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I wanted to be the mother of your child,
And now it's just farewell.
Put your hands in my hands,
And come with me, we'll find another end.
And my head, and my head on anyone's shoulder,
'Cause I can't be with you.
Be with you. [X 4]
Be with you, be with you, baby, I can't be with you.
'Cause you're not here, you're not here,
Baby, I can't be with you.
'Cause you're not here, you're not here,
Baby, still in love with you.
Still in love with you. [X 6]
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - Zombie Lyrics
Another head hangs lowly
Child is slowly taken
And the violence cause of silence
Who are we mistaken?
But you see, it's not me, it's not my family
In your head, in your head they are fighting
With their tanks and their bombs
And their bombs and their guns
In your head, in your head, they are crying
In your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
Hey, hey, hey
What's in your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Oh, do, do, dou, do, do, dou, do, do
Dou, do, do, dou, dou, do, do, dou
Another mother's breakin'
Heart is taking over
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When the violence 'causes silence
We must be mistaken
It's the same old theme since 1916
In your head, in your head they're still fighting
With their tanks and their bombs
And their bombs and their guns
In your head, in your head they are dying
In your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
Hey, hey, hey
What's in your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Oh, oh, oh oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, yaa, yaa
Child is slowly taken
And the violence cause of silence
Who are we mistaken?
But you see, it's not me, it's not my family
In your head, in your head they are fighting
With their tanks and their bombs
And their bombs and their guns
In your head, in your head, they are crying
In your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
Hey, hey, hey
What's in your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Oh, do, do, dou, do, do, dou, do, do
Dou, do, do, dou, dou, do, do, dou
Another mother's breakin'
Heart is taking over
lyricsalls.blogspot.com
When the violence 'causes silence
We must be mistaken
It's the same old theme since 1916
In your head, in your head they're still fighting
With their tanks and their bombs
And their bombs and their guns
In your head, in your head they are dying
In your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie
Hey, hey, hey
What's in your head, in your head
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Oh, oh, oh oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, yaa, yaa
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - Dreams Lyrics
Oh, my life is changing everyday
In every possible way
And my dreams it's never quiet as it seems
Never quiet as it seems
I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be
I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
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And they'll come true, impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find
A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
Oh, my life is changing every day
In every possible way
And my dreams it's never quiet as it seems
'Cause you're a dream to me, dream to me
In every possible way
And my dreams it's never quiet as it seems
Never quiet as it seems
I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be
I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
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And they'll come true, impossible not to do
Impossible not to do
And now I tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find
A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
Oh, my life is changing every day
In every possible way
And my dreams it's never quiet as it seems
'Cause you're a dream to me, dream to me
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - Animal Instinct Lyrics
Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct
So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
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They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
The animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal, it's the animal instinct in me [x2]
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct
So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
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They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
The animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal, it's the animal instinct in me [x2]
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - When You're Gone Lyrics
Lirik Lagu The Cranberries - When You're Gone Lyrics
Hold on to love, that is what I doNow that I've found you
And from above, every thing's stinking
They're not around you
And in the night, I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleeping without you
And in the day, every thing's complex
There's nothing simple when I'm not around you
But I miss you when you're gone
That is what I do, bay, bay, bay
And it's goin' to carry on
That is what I do, bay, bay, bay
Hold on to my hands
I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you
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And to my mind, every thing's stinking
Stinking without you
And in the night, I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleeping without you
And in the day, every thing's complex
There's nothing simple when I'm not around you
And I miss you when you're gone
That is what I do, bay, bay, bay
And it's goin' to carry on
That is what I do, bay, bay, bay
Bay, bay, bay
Minggu, 04 Maret 2012
lirik lagu saint loco - santai saja
Mungkin kau kecewa
Semua datang yang tak kau minta
Namun ini semua kenyataan kita
Waktu kita lelah dalam menjalani
Semua macam kisah dalam hidup ini
Kadang kita lemah hanya mampu untuk pasrah
Saat kenyataan ga sejalan dengan harapan
Saat keyakinan hilang dalam kepahitan
Tetaplah tabah setidaknya kau mencoba
Menjadi lebih baik dalam jalani hidup ini
Janganlah resah tiada waktu menjawabnya
Kau harus bersabar
Semua indah pada waktunya
Santai saja kawan
Ikuti kata hati biarkan sedihmu berlalu
Kau pasti bisa
Menjadi suatu hari dengan pagi yang baru
Tenang saja kawan
Hadapilah semua
Kau harus bersabar
Semua indah pada waktunya
Santai saja kawan
Ikuti kata hati biarkan sedihmu berlalu
Kau pasti bisa
Menjadi suatu hari dengan pagi yang baru
Tenang saja kawan
Hadapilah semua
Semua datang yang tak kau minta
Namun ini semua kenyataan kita
Waktu kita lelah dalam menjalani
Semua macam kisah dalam hidup ini
Kadang kita lemah hanya mampu untuk pasrah
Saat kenyataan ga sejalan dengan harapan
Saat keyakinan hilang dalam kepahitan
Tetaplah tabah setidaknya kau mencoba
Menjadi lebih baik dalam jalani hidup ini
Janganlah resah tiada waktu menjawabnya
Kau harus bersabar
Semua indah pada waktunya
Santai saja kawan
Ikuti kata hati biarkan sedihmu berlalu
Kau pasti bisa
Menjadi suatu hari dengan pagi yang baru
Tenang saja kawan
Hadapilah semua
Kau harus bersabar
Semua indah pada waktunya
Santai saja kawan
Ikuti kata hati biarkan sedihmu berlalu
Kau pasti bisa
Menjadi suatu hari dengan pagi yang baru
Tenang saja kawan
Hadapilah semua
Sabtu, 25 Februari 2012
penantianku
Sepi yang kau tinggalkan untukku
Tak juga menghentikan rasaku untukkmu
Walau pedih yang kau beri untukku
Aku akan tetap bertahan untukmu
Cintaku untukmu
Adalah cintaku pada keabadian
Seperti malam yang tak pernah berhenti
Menyambut datangnya pagi
Dan pagi yang tak pernah lelah menanti malam
Ini bukanlah kemunafikan
Hati yang mendambamu
Tak akan berhenti walau kau tak pernah kembali
Mungkin ini kebodohan
Tapi inilah cintaku
Membiarkan sang waktu membawaku
Pada akhir semua jawaban hatimu
Meski ragamu diam membisu
Tapi tidak dengan hatimu
Meski kenyataan itu tak juga datang
Tapi mimpi ini akan selalu menemaniku
And finally
I’m die in my dream
by, bunda barra
Tak juga menghentikan rasaku untukkmu
Walau pedih yang kau beri untukku
Aku akan tetap bertahan untukmu
Cintaku untukmu
Adalah cintaku pada keabadian
Seperti malam yang tak pernah berhenti
Menyambut datangnya pagi
Dan pagi yang tak pernah lelah menanti malam
Ini bukanlah kemunafikan
Hati yang mendambamu
Tak akan berhenti walau kau tak pernah kembali
Mungkin ini kebodohan
Tapi inilah cintaku
Membiarkan sang waktu membawaku
Pada akhir semua jawaban hatimu
Meski ragamu diam membisu
Tapi tidak dengan hatimu
Meski kenyataan itu tak juga datang
Tapi mimpi ini akan selalu menemaniku
And finally
I’m die in my dream
by, bunda barra
perpisahan
Mungkin terasa sakit
Jika aku harus mengingat
Hari terakhir kita bertemu
Walau tak bertatap
Tembok cinta yang tlah kita bangun
Dengan sejuta kasih dan harapan
Seketika runtuh dan hancur
Kalimat itu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Telah mematahkan semuanya
Hati dan perasaanku
Air mataku tak lagi mampu menahan
Rasa yang membunah kesedihan ini
Hilang,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku harus kehilanganmu
Kehilangan cinta yang kujaga
Untukmu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Tapi aku akan selalu menyimpan cinta ini
Didalam tempat terdalam
Di hati dan kegidupanku
Agar kenangan ini tak terusik dan selalu abadi untuk kita
By, bunda barra
Jika aku harus mengingat
Hari terakhir kita bertemu
Walau tak bertatap
Tembok cinta yang tlah kita bangun
Dengan sejuta kasih dan harapan
Seketika runtuh dan hancur
Kalimat itu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Telah mematahkan semuanya
Hati dan perasaanku
Air mataku tak lagi mampu menahan
Rasa yang membunah kesedihan ini
Hilang,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku harus kehilanganmu
Kehilangan cinta yang kujaga
Untukmu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Tapi aku akan selalu menyimpan cinta ini
Didalam tempat terdalam
Di hati dan kegidupanku
Agar kenangan ini tak terusik dan selalu abadi untuk kita
By, bunda barra
kegalauan
Terdiamku dalam hening
Jiwa tak mampu lagi berharap
Hati tak lagi mampu menahan gundah
Telah sampai galau ini diujung keresahan
Saat mata hati tak mampu lagi memandang
Aku pilu dalam kebisuanku
Segalanya tak bertepi
Sepi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku takut saat sang waktu mulai beranjak
Perih,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku takut rasa itu memenjarakanku
Takut,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku takut dengan semuanya
Aku takut dengan hatiku
Yang seketika menangis
Saat kurenungi hadirmu dalam hidupku
Aku takut cinta itu mulai menipis
Tergores tajamnya pemikiranmu
Aku tekut kehilangan
Hati yang tlah lama ku miliki
Hati yang slalu mengisi jiwa dan hidupku
Yang menghidupkan nadiku
Dalam jantung kehidupanku
By, bunda barra
Jiwa tak mampu lagi berharap
Hati tak lagi mampu menahan gundah
Telah sampai galau ini diujung keresahan
Saat mata hati tak mampu lagi memandang
Aku pilu dalam kebisuanku
Segalanya tak bertepi
Sepi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku takut saat sang waktu mulai beranjak
Perih,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku takut rasa itu memenjarakanku
Takut,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Aku takut dengan semuanya
Aku takut dengan hatiku
Yang seketika menangis
Saat kurenungi hadirmu dalam hidupku
Aku takut cinta itu mulai menipis
Tergores tajamnya pemikiranmu
Aku tekut kehilangan
Hati yang tlah lama ku miliki
Hati yang slalu mengisi jiwa dan hidupku
Yang menghidupkan nadiku
Dalam jantung kehidupanku
By, bunda barra
tak ingin lagi
kurebahkan lelahku dalam sandaranku
kusandarkan sedikit peluhku pada pundakmu
ku coba rehat sejenak
akan semua lelahnya hatiku
ku ingin sejenak melupakan
kejadian - kejadian pahit itu
ku tak ingin terjerat dengan lara - lara ini
ku tak ingin tersakiti oelh luka-luka ini
luka yang selalu kau buat
saat hatiku lemah
dalam perihku
ku ingin selipkan satu senyum
agar kutetap mampu bertahan
ku coba membalutnya sedikit demi sedikit
agar luka-lukaku cepat sembuh dan menghilang
aku ingin hidup bahagia
aku ingin berlari tanpa beban
yang semakin memberatkan langkahku
aku ingin khayalanku nyata
indah pada waktunya
by , bunda barra
kusandarkan sedikit peluhku pada pundakmu
ku coba rehat sejenak
akan semua lelahnya hatiku
ku ingin sejenak melupakan
kejadian - kejadian pahit itu
ku tak ingin terjerat dengan lara - lara ini
ku tak ingin tersakiti oelh luka-luka ini
luka yang selalu kau buat
saat hatiku lemah
dalam perihku
ku ingin selipkan satu senyum
agar kutetap mampu bertahan
ku coba membalutnya sedikit demi sedikit
agar luka-lukaku cepat sembuh dan menghilang
aku ingin hidup bahagia
aku ingin berlari tanpa beban
yang semakin memberatkan langkahku
aku ingin khayalanku nyata
indah pada waktunya
by , bunda barra
puisi bunda
WIDIYANTI DWI SAPUTRI
Waktuku, yang slalu setia menemaniku
Ingin kugapai indah cinta itu
Dalam diam ku coba meraihnya
Irama dalam symphony cintamu
Yang mengalun bagai alunan melodi
Aromanya mengisi setiap ruang jiwaku
Nyata dalam detak jantungku
Terbesit segala keresahan hati
Ingin kutuangkan dalam pelukanmu
Dan takkan kumenghapus jejak itu
Walau pahit menyibak dalam kegalauan
Ingatan ini takkan terhapus
Selama kau selalu ada disisiku
Aku akan yakin dan percaya cinta itu ada
Pusara yang menungguku disana
Untuk mempertemukanku pada keabadian
Takkan menghalangi rasaku untukmu
Rasa yang kan slalu tersimpan dalam kehidupanku
Ingatanku akan slalu membawaku kepadamu
Waktuku, yang slalu setia menemaniku
Ingin kugapai indah cinta itu
Dalam diam ku coba meraihnya
Irama dalam symphony cintamu
Yang mengalun bagai alunan melodi
Aromanya mengisi setiap ruang jiwaku
Nyata dalam detak jantungku
Terbesit segala keresahan hati
Ingin kutuangkan dalam pelukanmu
Dan takkan kumenghapus jejak itu
Walau pahit menyibak dalam kegalauan
Ingatan ini takkan terhapus
Selama kau selalu ada disisiku
Aku akan yakin dan percaya cinta itu ada
Pusara yang menungguku disana
Untuk mempertemukanku pada keabadian
Takkan menghalangi rasaku untukmu
Rasa yang kan slalu tersimpan dalam kehidupanku
Ingatanku akan slalu membawaku kepadamu
Jumat, 24 Februari 2012
jika dia untukku
Sempat terbesit dalam setiap doaku
Untuk apa aku disini
Dan kenapa kau pertemukan kami disini
Apakah ini jalan yang kau pilih tuk kami
Ya Allah ,,,,,,,,,,,
Jika memang ini jalan kami
Biarkan kami merenda hari kami bersama
Menapaki jalan ini bersama
Hidup bersama dalam kekuatanmu
Ajarkanlah pada kami akan kekuatan cinta itu
Jangan biarkan kami saling menyakiti
Jangan biarkan kami saling menghianati
Tunjukkan pada kami cinta yang hakiki
Cinta yang selalu kau ridhoi
Hingga pada masanya nanti
Kami kan kembali lagi kepada-Mu
Setidaknya izinkan kami menjadi bukti
Bahwa cinta-Mu lah yang abadi
By’ bunda barra
Untuk apa aku disini
Dan kenapa kau pertemukan kami disini
Apakah ini jalan yang kau pilih tuk kami
Ya Allah ,,,,,,,,,,,
Jika memang ini jalan kami
Biarkan kami merenda hari kami bersama
Menapaki jalan ini bersama
Hidup bersama dalam kekuatanmu
Ajarkanlah pada kami akan kekuatan cinta itu
Jangan biarkan kami saling menyakiti
Jangan biarkan kami saling menghianati
Tunjukkan pada kami cinta yang hakiki
Cinta yang selalu kau ridhoi
Hingga pada masanya nanti
Kami kan kembali lagi kepada-Mu
Setidaknya izinkan kami menjadi bukti
Bahwa cinta-Mu lah yang abadi
By’ bunda barra
jika dia untukku
Bergegas ku berlari
Saat seketika ku teringat
Kau tertinggal jauh disana
Ku tak ingin kau menghilang dalam kegelapan itu
Ku ingin meraihmu
Tuk kembali disisiku
Ya Allah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Bantu dia kembali padaku
Jangan kau biarkan dia pergi
Menjauh berlalu dari kehidupanku
Ku ingin merangkul bahagia ini bersamanya
Menata dunia dalam genggaman kami
Tunjukanlah padanya jalan kembali
Bawa dia kembali padaku
Hari ini, esok atau kapanpun waktunya
Ku ingin slalu bersamanya
By’ bunda barra
Saat seketika ku teringat
Kau tertinggal jauh disana
Ku tak ingin kau menghilang dalam kegelapan itu
Ku ingin meraihmu
Tuk kembali disisiku
Ya Allah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Bantu dia kembali padaku
Jangan kau biarkan dia pergi
Menjauh berlalu dari kehidupanku
Ku ingin merangkul bahagia ini bersamanya
Menata dunia dalam genggaman kami
Tunjukanlah padanya jalan kembali
Bawa dia kembali padaku
Hari ini, esok atau kapanpun waktunya
Ku ingin slalu bersamanya
By’ bunda barra
Selasa, 21 Februari 2012
A Place For My Head
A Place For My Head
I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away
Breaking The Habbit
Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Breaking the habit tonight
By Myself
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red – handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
chorus:
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
[by myself]
How do you think / I’ve lost so much
I’m so afraid / I’m out of touch
How do you expect / I will know what to do
When all I know / Is what you tell me to
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside
Crawling
[chorus:]
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control i fear is never ending
controlling/i can't seem
[bridge:]
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and i'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
i've felt this way before
so insecure
[chorus]
discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will i stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how i can't seem...
[bridge]
[chorus]
[chorus]
Don`t Stay
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like strangling you myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
I don’t need you anymore, don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day, of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day, of you wasting me away
With no apologies
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Don't stay
Don't stay
Easier To Run
[Chester]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played
[Mike]
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
[Chester]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Forgotten
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
[Chorus x2]
There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end
Skies cock back and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping / acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes shut / looking thought the rust and rot
And dust / a small spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
[Chorus x1]
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Moving all around / screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps behind
Street lamps, chain-link and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again
[Chorus x2]
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you that
I see it right through you
[x7]
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
[x2]
From The Inside
I don’t know who to trust, your surprise
Everything feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts sent through dust, and the lies
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this to see
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
You feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
Waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
You
You
You
In The End
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
Lying From You
When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can’t pretend that this is they way it will stay, I’m just
(Lying to defend the truth)
I can’t pretend of who you want me to be so
(I’m lying my way from)
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
’Cause everyone’s lying from you
WITH ME
I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending took for what I ought to be
Remember fussing and all of that and this again
so I could turned it up to the person who was feeling it
And now you think this person really is me and I
(Trying to defend the truth )
yo, the more I push I’m pulling away cause I’m
(Lying my way from)
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
’Cause everyone’s lying from you
WITH ME
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
’Cause everyone’s lying from you
WITH ME
My December
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
but I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
One Step Closer
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
shut up when I'm talking to you
Papercut
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today…
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I’ve got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
Point Of Authority
Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last
You love the way i look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if i give in
My life
My pride is broken
[Chorus:]
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you learn)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you learn)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you learn)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you learn)
You love the things i say i'll do
The way i'll hurt myself again just get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken
[Chorus]
[repeat again the song]
Pushing Me Away
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Pushes me away
Runaway
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
Some Where I Belong
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away
Breaking The Habbit
Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Breaking the habit tonight
By Myself
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I / sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I / try to catch them red – handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
chorus:
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
[by myself]
How do you think / I’ve lost so much
I’m so afraid / I’m out of touch
How do you expect / I will know what to do
When all I know / Is what you tell me to
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside
Crawling
[chorus:]
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control i fear is never ending
controlling/i can't seem
[bridge:]
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and i'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
i've felt this way before
so insecure
[chorus]
discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will i stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how i can't seem...
[bridge]
[chorus]
[chorus]
Don`t Stay
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like strangling you myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
I don’t need you anymore, don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day, of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day, of you wasting me away
With no apologies
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay
Don't stay
Don't stay
Easier To Run
[Chester]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played
[Mike]
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
[Chester]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Forgotten
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
[Chorus x2]
There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end
Skies cock back and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping / acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes shut / looking thought the rust and rot
And dust / a small spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
[Chorus x1]
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Moving all around / screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps behind
Street lamps, chain-link and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again
[Chorus x2]
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you that
I see it right through you
[x7]
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
[x2]
From The Inside
I don’t know who to trust, your surprise
Everything feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts sent through dust, and the lies
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this to see
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
You feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
Waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
I’ll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
You
You
You
In The End
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
Lying From You
When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can’t pretend that this is they way it will stay, I’m just
(Lying to defend the truth)
I can’t pretend of who you want me to be so
(I’m lying my way from)
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
’Cause everyone’s lying from you
WITH ME
I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending took for what I ought to be
Remember fussing and all of that and this again
so I could turned it up to the person who was feeling it
And now you think this person really is me and I
(Trying to defend the truth )
yo, the more I push I’m pulling away cause I’m
(Lying my way from)
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
’Cause everyone’s lying from you
WITH ME
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!
You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be close beside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I’d rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
And anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
’Cause everyone’s lying from you
WITH ME
My December
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take
but I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
One Step Closer
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
shut up when I'm talking to you
Papercut
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today…
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin
It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I’ve got a face in me
points out all the mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close their eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
Point Of Authority
Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last
You love the way i look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if i give in
My life
My pride is broken
[Chorus:]
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you learn)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you learn)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you learn)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you learn)
You love the things i say i'll do
The way i'll hurt myself again just get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken
[Chorus]
[repeat again the song]
Pushing Me Away
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We're all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Pushes me away
Runaway
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
Some Where I Belong
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
Senin, 20 Februari 2012
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Me & My Blue
Dulu,waktu aku pertama kali ketemu ma aa', aku hampir skot jantung.Bayangin aja coba,ditempat yang jauh dihutan rimba seperti tempat aku kerja sekarang ini " Pondsite ", ada seorang cowok yang sesuai banget ma tipe & seleraku.Dia anaknya tinggi, sekitar 170 cm gt deh,udah gt anaknya ganteng banget, kulitnya putih, pokoknya pas banget deh.aku aja kalah putihnya ma aa'.pas dia ngajak kenalan, aku ngerasa kayak ga percaya.rasanya aneh aja, tiba2 aku kenalan ma cowok yang gantengnya minta ampun.tapi setelah perkenalan itu, lama banget kita ga pernah ketemuan.sesekali kita pernah ketemuan tapi cuma say hai aja.soalnya kita ketemunya kl dijalan.ternyata dia kerja di salah satu koperasi karyawan yang ada di pondsite, dan tinggalnya ga jauh dari tempat kost ku.hampir 1 tahun lebih kita ber'say hai, dan tanpa disengaja kita ketemu lagi.tepatnya hari itu adalah hari idul fitri ( hari yang ketiga ).aku ketemu sama dia di koperasi di komplek perumahan Central Housing,disana dia sedang tugas piket di koperasi itu.dan aku pun sedang dapet tugas piket mengecek absensi karyawan stand by idul fitri, yang sudah menjadi rutinitas di tempat kerjaku setiap hari Idul Fitri.disitu aku ngerasa berdebar - debar banget, ganyangka aja aku bisa ketemu ma dia lagi.pas jam makan siang, dia ngajakin aku makan siang.soalnya kan aku disitu sendirian, kawan2ku yang laennya lagi pada sibuk seneng2 semua.sehabis dari makan siang kita balik lagi ke tempat kerjanya.sampai tiba jam pulang, dia ngajak aku jalan2.pas kebetulan juga aku lagi bete jadinya ya aku terima aja tawaran dia.kita jalan ke Dermaga Antasena, emang sih cuma kecil dermaganya.ga kayak di pelabuhan yang gd gt.pi aku seneng bs jalan ma dia.disana aku bisa ngeliat ubur - ubur, binatang laut yang belum pernah aku liat sama sekali sebelumnya.ternyata disana ada 2 macam ubur - ubur, yang satu berwarna merah dan yang satunya lagi berwarna putih.abis ngeliat matahari terbenam kita langsung pulang, soalnya udah sore juga.abis pertemuan itu kita lama ga pernah ketemu lagi, sampai pada suatu malam dia mw maen kekostanku.tapi sayangnya udah keduluan ma kawanku yang juga lagi deket ma aku.aku biasa manggil dia simanis.soalnya anaknya sok manis gt.jadi si aa' ga jadi maen kekostan.tapi dia pantang menyerah,heeeeeeee.........jadi kayak orang perang ' pantang menyerah.besoknya lagi ternyata dia maen kekostan lagi, dia ngajak aku jalan ketempat kawanku.btw karna aku ga ada acara jadinya ya aku terima aja tawarannya.akhirmya kita maen ketempat temennya yang namanya roni.lumayan lama sih, sekedar PDkt gt.pas pulangnya,Jlegerrrrrrrrr...............................bagaikan petir menyambar disiang bolong.Si aa' ngajak gue jalan alias pacaran.pi aku bingung mlm itu, secarakan kita beda agama.dia agamanya islam dan aku agamanya kristen.jadi ya aku jawabnya " ya udah kita jalani aja dulu,gimana kedepannya kita liat aja nanti.sambil kita terus ngejalanin hubungan ini".malam itu tepatnya tanggal 15 November 2006, dan tanggal itu menjadi tanggal special bwt kami.yang selalu kita rayakan setiap tahunnya.setahun sudah aku menjalani hubungan sama dia, dan pada akhirnya kami memutuskan bahwa harus ada salah satu pihak yang mengalah.mengalah dalam arti pindah ke agama yang satunya.dan akhirnya akulah pihak yang harus mengalah.karena ku emang bener - bener sayang ma dia.pada pertengahan tahun 2007 aku memutuskan untuk masuk ke agama islam, awalnya aku tidak disetujui oleh kedua orang tuaku.sampai akhirnya pada bulan Agustus tahun 2006 aku jatuh sakit.saat itu aku sakit Maag Kronis.dan saat itu aku bener 2 udah hampir mati.sampai akhirnya kedua orang tuaku merestui kami berdua dengan ikhlas.mungkin itu juga karena pengertian dari saudara 2 ku ( para Pa'de dan Bu'de ).mulai hari itu aku bisa dengan lega menjalani hubungan ku sama aa' tanpa banyak pikiran dan beban.dan sampai sekarang tepatnya 10 Februari 2009 aku masih tetap bersama aa'ku.Orang yang selalu menjaga, melindungi, menyayangi dan memperhatikan aku dengan penuh kasih sayang dan cintanya yang begitu besar.dan mungkin nanti jika Allah SWT mengijinkan,di bulan Juni nanti kami akan meresmikan hubungan ini.
Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
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